Day Three

There are parts of me that I’m proud of.  I’m a good teacher, a good mother and a good friend.  Unfortunately after years and years of disappointments I can’t stop berating myself for being a shitty daughter, a selfish girlfriend and a lazy person.  It seems like any good I may have to offer is so overshadowed by my sins and weaknesses…especially to those who know me best.  I think the most important thing that a healthy sense of self and a healthy life will give to me is purpose.  I will be a better role model for my daughter and female students.  I would be a better whole person who doesn’t have to boast, lie or brag.  I’ll be that friend and or girlfriend that cares enough about myself to make my time on earth happier and longer.